I have had a hard time getting my thoughts out lately. I have been pretty clogged up with a lot of energy, mine, along with other people’s. The last few weeks I have been around some toxic people and I am tired.
I have had a rough time the last few weeks. It’s been hard, Daddy and I have been going through a rough patch. He has been trying to get me to do more things I love, but I can’t. I haven’t been able to write, paint or keep up with my yoga and meditation.
Finally on Monday, I had a breakdown in a sense. I started getting very emotional and was not very nice to him. I had not had a break, it’s been one thing or another. I’ve been going and going. He and I fought and almost broke up. We had been apart for 4 days, he was home with her and hadn’t planned on coming to see me till Wednesday. It was a hard week, to say the least.
It’s now Saturday and I am starting to feel better. He’s home again with her till Monday. I have had the day to myself, I’ll have tomorrow too. I think I may be able to do some painting. Fingers crossed! I miss painting.