Let go

mental health

Writers block

I have had a hard time getting my thoughts out lately.  I have been pretty clogged up with a lot of energy, mine, along with other people’s.   The last few weeks I have been around some toxic people and I am tired.  

I have had a rough time the last few weeks.  It’s been hard, Daddy and I have been going through a rough patch.  He has been trying to get me to do more things I love, but I can’t.  I haven’t been able to write, paint or keep up with my yoga and meditation.  

Finally on Monday,  I had a breakdown in a sense.  I started getting very emotional and was not very nice to him.  I had not had a break, it’s been one thing or another.  I’ve been going and going.  He and I fought and almost broke up.  We had been apart for 4 days, he was home with her and hadn’t planned on coming to see me till Wednesday.   It was a hard week, to say the least. 

It’s now Saturday and I am starting to feel better.  He’s home again with her till Monday.  I have had the day to myself, I’ll have tomorrow too.  I think I may be able to do some painting.  Fingers crossed! I miss painting.