It has been a long time since I have been on here. I have been finding it hard to get myself motivated. I tend to shut myself down and go silent for a long time when I become overwhelmed with things in my life.
The last 6-8 months I have been coping with relationship issues, child issues, ex husband issues. I have put myself last again and have been getting sick more than I should.
Have you ever just wanted to get in your car and drive off? I have thought about it, just leaving all the chaos behind and starting over. Then I realize that is selfish of me. So I am trying to find some kind of balance again. I thought I was getting to that place, the place of peace and balance, then all the stuff started.
Trying to stay positive every day and look at the good things is a challenge some days, but that is what I have at the moment.